perhaps

goodbye (:

2008-08-24T18:07:00.002+08:00

no longer posting here.

bye (:

urgh

2008-06-05T19:13:00.001+08:00

please scram,
urgh.

musings

2008-05-01T19:15:00.001+08:00

in the recent occurrence of events, i have come to learn about how evil, bitchy, and thick-skinned people can be.

it's training me to be a stronger person. thanks bitch (:

HAHA!!

2008-03-20T16:45:00.001+08:00

i'm finally publicly announcing that i have a much more regularly updated blog other than this. if you think you're a friend of mine, you can ask me for the URL (:

rain!

2008-03-12T18:35:00.002+08:00

training in the heavy rain today, first time since i was still in rv hahha. quite enjoyable but very dirty! zhijian ran past me and the water splashing from his feet went into my MOUTH. YUCKS. i rinsed my mouth after. lol.

i like the rain. it's a very thoughtful day. LOL.

HAHA

2008-03-08T15:33:00.002+08:00

guess what, i crossed the steeple during training yesterday! i feel accomplished hahaha because i've always been afraid of crossing hurdles and yet i managed to cross the steeple yesterday (: yayness.

the seniors got back their results yesterday. they did really well i feel so happy for them, but at the same time apprehensive about my turn this year. anyway, joy (CHENG) said something that made a lot of sense yesterday. she said that even if we don't get the results we want, we gotta pick ourselves up quickly because the world's not going to wait for you.

HAHAHA HEARD THAT?

despondent

2008-03-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

these are the downest days of my life.

i want to cry everyday. every single day.

do you people want to drive me to my grave? if it makes you happy.

i'm losing the willpower i've been known for.

nobody said you've won.

are you sure?

2008-03-01T21:12:00.004+08:00

my recent posts make me seem like a troublemaker right hahaha. but no i'm not, someone else is. yeah you.

boringggggg dayssssssss. wake up brush teeth lessons training go home eat sleep. mm hmm.

damn pissed

2008-02-29T22:44:00.001+08:00

recently, i have had no qualms about swearing (no i'm not a christian therefore i am not sinning) because i think i am too distressed to control my feelings any further.

yeah life sucks.

in every way.

i hope i'm surviving.

disappointing people

2008-02-25T20:52:00.003+08:00

hypocrite, liar
i saw through your (failed) plans
i applaud you for your repeated attempts
you have quite a lot of perseverance eh?
but guess what
i do too

i'm appalled by how you take back your words and
do something that is opposite to what you said earlier
what a shame
i once thought you were a nice (and mature) girl

that's what society is about i guess
we don't have time to brood over the past
we look forward because
things happen too fast for you to regret

i'm seldom a meanie
because i don't like to be one
but i guess i don't have a choice now

respect

2008-02-23T23:07:00.003+08:00

please respect my existence
even though to you i might be a nobody
i could be inferior to you
but if you were a kind enough person
put yourself in my shoes
and try to feel what it feels like to be me
you will know you should
try to stop whatever you're doing
and move on with your own life
get over it.

hello there

2008-02-09T11:44:00.000+08:00

seems like this deserted blog of mine is still rather frequented by some people who haven't given up on spying on me.

for your information, i am surviving happily and i'm not going through any major setback in my life. (:

happy chinese new year everyone (: have a prosperous year of the Rat! (LOL)

it's school cross country next week and i'm mentally preparing myself to get pwned, hhaha.

people

2008-01-31T18:18:00.000+08:00

i wish that everyone could be more sensitive about the feelings of others around them.

because anyone wouldn't want to get hurt either.

you don't want to be in J2

2008-01-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

life has been disgusting.

i am so tired everyday i cannot imagine it. i am like some lifeless object being thrown around everywhere everyday and i'm just getting more tired.

save me. and it's only january.

i'm getting older!

2007-12-11T17:22:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me!!!!

i'm seventeen but i still feel like twelve. HEEHAH!!!! thanks to those who wished me happy birthday (: yippee.

HK

2007-12-08T17:44:00.000+08:00

looks like some people are still desperately vying for my attention even after several failed attempts. (: i pity such sad souls!! they've got nothing better to do with their lives. life is meant to be meaningful!

anyway i am in HK right now and will be here for 23 days. kill me. i'm going to do homework and train here as well. i hope the shopping makes me feel better. haha.

something is missing from me. ):

lonely week?

2007-11-23T18:57:00.000+08:00

the most dreaded week is almost over! hahah. it wasn't very uneventful i guess. i met up with ngehwee and desmy on monday (: hahahah the twin towers!!! i don't think i have a chance to meet up with the rest of my team because i'll be away in dec ): zomg hyper sleepover cries. I MISS YOU PEOPLEZZ!!

tuesday geraldine and i went to boontongkee to eat chicken rice before going to her home lol. there was this huge slab of fat on jawu's plate and her reaction when she saw it was priceless. i can totally imagine her expression again. LOL it was damn funny and we both played with that disgusting piece of fat HAHAHA. some uncle at the side was looking at us in a what's-wrong-with-these-girls manner. we watched in her shoes at her home! i kinda like the movie :D second time already, although the first time i didn't finish watching it hahha. had quite a good lazy afternoon (: oh and we watched a bit of gossipgirl too, it is addictive if you continue watching it so i'm restraining myself from doing so. heh.

wednesday and thursday had cca leaders workshop in school. yesterday was the highlight HAHAHA we went dragonboating LOL. we all thought the dragonboat had a dragon head in front and a drum in the front, but NO, it was just a long boat with many slots for us to sit. the weather was bad and the sea was super choppy and we were totally at the brink of capsizing (imagine lar it's damn difficult to save ourselves) but we didn't! quite fun though. the other boat capsized twice LOL. felt a little dizzy because i was sitting right at the end of the boat and it shook the most, i think. lol. reminded me of OBS days. haven't done dirty water activities for a long time. oh yes, my favourite sneakers were almost ruined lah i had to wear them into the sea!!! i was so heartbroken (bimbo alert). rushed home to salvage them, i think they should be fine although definitely not as good as before ):

oh well. training killed me today, enough said hohoho.

gossipmongers

2007-11-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

i can't say that people talk a lot about me, but they do at least mention me sometimes during gossip sessions with their little pals. not that i mind people talking about me behind my back, as long as what they're saying is the truth. yeah even if i did something wrong and they're sharing it with people with NO twisted facts, i don't mind. but what i detest is people assuming things about me without even checking it out properly themselves, or finding out what the truth is, and spread it around. hello, you aren't that smart.

and if you know me well, i'm not a very kind-hearted person when it comes to getting attacked (especially when i have not offended you in any way). it's not a wise thing to mess with me. (: but alright, you have your little fun yourself, and you'll get tired of it soon because nobody's gonna give you further thrills from it (:

ooh, mish is becoming mature!

bugis and haji lane today. hahaha. thursdays are love because there is no training. whoopee. back to the track tomorrow. definitely a workout, woot. kenn's flying off tomorrow night. ):

hmm (:

2007-11-13T15:19:00.000+08:00

it's time i updated on my blogger blog right? haha. just in case you don't know, i have a livejournal blog which is friends only. i am finally telling people about this. only a few people knew about it previously. if you want to read it, be confident that you're a close enough friend of mine and trustworthy enough, because if you're not, i won't add you. (:

i'm home early today because kenn's at class chalet (: getting the chance to enjoy some quiet time alone (which could be quite needed in the midst of my tiring trainings), but then again i'm getting lonely. haha!

just a random thought on this day that i'm spending at home: i've never been too attentive to what people think of me. i mean, why should i care? as long as i think what i'm doing is right and befitting of a teenage girl. i may be uncool, too studious, nerdy, to some/many people, but i don't care, because when i achieve something great in my life in future, you're the one who's gonna regret laughing at me. people do get judgemental and make assumptions of others without getting to know them better first.. oh that's such a pity because you won't know how actually nice and unevil i am. hahahah.

whoa i sound damn aggressive right. LOL. feeling determined all of a sudden. i guess i've always been goal-driven.

and i feel this great urge to scorn at wannabes! SCORN SCORN!!! eew. it's fun looking at wannabes' friendster profiles and blogs and what nots, because you can really tell the difference between a really cool, unpretentious person, and a wannabe. it's interesting research!!!! not that i'm cool lah but at least i don't pretend to be, hor. :D

getting extremely random. what to do, i am stoning at home so you can't blame me. haahha.

kenn's going to UK for 10 days starting this friday and next week i'm going to do some catching up with my old pals. it's been a long time! date with my wonderrrrful rv teammates (BEST TEAMMATES IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!), sec2 fun mates and carin/sam too? (: not forgetting upcoming chalets, heeha!

i think this entry will keep people coming back to my blog. welcome back. x)

byebye mrlee.

2007-11-04T16:35:00.000+08:00

mrlee's farewell party at kingalbertpark condo yesterday. it's been a while since i saw so many carrots. i felt so at home despite the sec4s and j2s not there. the atmosphere is still the same as before. we played ridiculous games as usual. really enjoyed the mad fun. caught up with desmy and sixuan, ngehwee not so much since i see her in school often (ahhaha)! miss the hyper peeps. pity the rest couldn't turn up.. we really need to meet up soon! (:

it's been 4 years since mrlee joined rv.. and now he's leaving. i guess he taught me how to enjoy running as a sport despite many people in rv thinking it is senseless and aimless. it has stayed with me till now, and i guess it will for life. (: thanks mrlee.

rj?

2007-10-31T19:08:00.000+08:00

today i bumped into bernard somewhere in school (just outside SALT centre) and we had a conversation which went something like this:

mish: *waves*
bernard: *waves back* what are you doing here?
mish: no, what are YOU doing here in MY school?
bernard: you from hwachong one meh?
mish: YAH, then where else?
bernard: i thought you rj one.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

in the midst of promos,

2007-09-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

i wonder how many people still check this blog regularly. hmm.

sorry to disappoint, no juicy updates. (:

pictureeeezzzzz

2007-09-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

random: a very nice class pic!!!

went to shape run on sunday with desmy to run 10km, and i've been tired for the whole week. talk about not training for more than a month after nationals. had a good time though!! i think hyper must meet up after promos i really miss all of you!!

random post

2007-09-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

since i'm bored, i shall post an entry with a picture of a funny shop signboard and a funnier boy just below it.

JAMZ

2007-08-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

hahhaha jamming with kenn (guitar) camilia (vocals) and bernard (drums) today! (: i played the keyboard and tried some guitar but decided to stick to the keyboard lolol.

tired and sick ):

800m (:

2007-07-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

victory hug with the champ, yujun. (: should've had a group hug with joy too!

TMR

2007-07-17T18:34:00.000+08:00

FINAL DAY TOMORROW. 800m, 4x400m.

HWACHONG SHALL PWN.

annoyed

2007-07-15T16:02:00.000+08:00

i'm annoyed. you're not even my close friends yet you try to befriend yourselves to him like you are supposed to. come on, you guys just want to know all the gossip. so bugger off.

(:

2007-07-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

extremely tired now, been racing on monday, thursday and friday. finally now i get to rest! been aching since monday and today my calf's gotten real tight, but nevermind.

pictures are from today. raced 400m finals today, got 6th. quite okay with it, i guess, although 5th would have been better hahaha. joanna got 7th, hurrah for carrots (: the juniors were down and they were very sweet!!! hahaha i miss them. will see them again tomorrow at speech day, whee.

800m and 4x4 finals on wednesday, yo.

2007-07-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

what: guitar and drums sabbaticals
when: wednesday and thursday this week
who: drum instructor on the 2nd day is the drummer of electrico!

the time has come

2007-07-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

this is what i've been waiting for this year - track nats. sadly, i am suffering from an injury again. yes, shin splints on my left leg. hurt real bad during training today and i was limping when i was striding. darn. my knee is beginning to hurt too. bah. i hope it gets well by monday because my 400m semis on monday are dreadfully important.

been icing it quite a lot. but it's not getting any better. sigh. today i told kenn i had 'acute pain in my leg' and he thought i said i had 'a cute pain in my leg.' lmao.

HOW HOW HOW. CRIEZ. i really need to be in tiptop condition now. THIS IS MY BEST YEAR SINCE SEC2.

EDIT: thanks to all those who wrote to me on the cca encouragement board (: felt really happy when i saw them :D i only recognized weiguo, ngehwee and eileen's handwritings. please tell me if you wrote there too (:

I MUST BLOG BECAUSE!

2007-06-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

BLOCKS ARE OVER I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

MY FIRST NATIONALS RACE THIS YEAR IN JUST A WEEKS' TIME. NEXT THURSDAY. 400m HEATS.

a very friendly update

2007-06-26T17:48:00.000+08:00

hello.

econs yesterday = dies
gp today = i dozed off during the essay for a while
phyics = expected it, i didn't have time to study enough anyway!

hmm.

holidays.

2007-06-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

so the holidays are coming to an end. i have left this blog to be stagnant hahahah. sorry for the lack of updates, i'm sure you're dying to read my interesting entries. lmao.

been training 4 times a week, hiongness, since the nationals are coming really soon (please come and support :D) teehee. it's been the routine to mug after training for the past 2 weeks or so. yes. and today was finally the last day. of course i'm still going to mug during the weekend but yes i can't wait for the blocktests to be over. OVER. luckily we have 5 subjects only and the commontest week doesn't last for 2 weeks like in sec3 and 4 HAHA.

i'm feeling really tired i can't wait for all this to be over. SERIOUSLY. simply drained. won a couple of medals from the recent Swift Meet, but it was crap, i won simply because there was a lack of competitors. LOL. a consolation though, i suppose. trophies make me happy anyway.

okay i'm dying. i feel like plonking into bed right now. tomorrow will be hardcore mugging. full day staying at home. peace out.

GOGOGO!!

2007-06-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

hongkie

2007-05-23T18:10:00.000+08:00

i'm back in HK again. yes, it's still school days but i'm here. why? because i have my grandma's funeral to attend, so yeah.

miss me, folks. mrtok gave me a training plan so that i can train here. intensity's going up!

hahahaha

2007-05-15T19:57:00.000+08:00

in the weights room today (i'm finally well enough to train!), this is an excerpt from a conversation among kenneth, wenyuan, eva and i:

me: kenneth did 67cm for sit and reach leh!!!!
wenyuan: really? i did 72.
all of us: HAHAHAHAHAHHA HOW CAN

LMAO

ah.

2007-05-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

today i was too sick to survive a day in school so i left at 11.20am.

SOB.

2007-05-09T12:11:00.000+08:00

i was too sick this morning to go to school. omfg.

booness.

2007-05-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

reached home before 4.30pm today, oh my god hahaha. it feels so funny and weird. being home early is quite good though. gives me time to relax and breathe. get away from the hectic life i'm having now. read TIME and newspaper. hahah.

i think i really need a breather. i'm so tired of all the homework and never ending tutorials and lectures. in jc it's so different from secondary school; there are hardly any lessons for you to slack away when the teacher doesn't teach anything. i can hardly concentrate in class now. i'm just damn tired of the work. i can't help but doze off sometimes. omg. and at the same time i know i need to buck up real quick. the block tests are in about 1 and half months? omg. june will not be a holiday month at all, crazy training and revision together.

being sick is not fun either. makes me worried about everything. i am too tired to stay awake in class. i can't train. i'm afraid it might get worse. urgh.

i think i can't wait for the sabbaticals. i need to have some fun! signed up for Guitar and Drums, Acapella Boot Camp (LOL) and Crossfire Paintball as my 3 choices. hoho.

i want to get well by tomorrow. omg i want to train.

grins.

2007-04-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

just let me beam for a while, please? i haven't had the chance to, for years.

RVXC

2007-04-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

today is thursday and next wednesday's the cross nationals. that's 6 days. i can still remember how i felt in sec2, 3 and 4, at this time. nervous, anxious, excited, everything mixed together. counting down on msn nicks. i wish i could still run this year, but no i'll be standing at the fences cheering the carrots on.

jingjie posted a very motivating entry in his blog, i hope all of you who are running will go and read it. don't be afraid of anything. you must have NO FEAR. don't be afraid to go faster because you think you won't be able to sustain the speed. you are much stronger than you think you are. that's the problem with us, we are not confident enough, and when we lose, it's because of that. you have to give it your all. when you cross the finish line you have to feel like dying, if not you haven't given your best.

yeah, like what jingjie said, do yourself a favour, do your team a favour. what's rv athletics? for some of you it could be your life. it could be your passion. it could be your love. now that i've left the team i know what it really means to me. A LOT. i hope you all will treasure every single race you have as an rv athlete. don't regret anything. this year you people would have to show the world : RV IS BACK, YO. i know that every single one of you has the calibre to do well. let your performances at swift repeat, no, i hope you all will do even better than that. believe in yourselves.

i can't wait for wednesday. i can't wait to see all of you again (: CARROT POWER.

grins.

2007-04-08T11:17:00.000+08:00

mrtok didn't allow me to run this weekend because i haven't fully recovered yet and he says since i haven't been running for 1 and half weeks it would be pointless for me to race anyway. but!! yesterday the rain was so heavy and crazy that the events were so delayed and the 400m had to be postponed to another day :D which means i can run the 400m!! yayness.

still skipping the 800m today though, boohooness. will still go down to catch the action.

oh, and all the arteries got in! (: maybe my blog advert worked extremely well for seng so he got in. HAHAHA.

had my first guitar lesson on thursday and my fingers hurt a lot! wth the teacher kept telling me to press harder on the strings becaues if not the sound would come out muted. so i pressed and pressed and pressed and my fingers hurt even more. lmao. now my fingers still feel a bit numbish. i've been practising everyday, yo. just now i figured out 3 chords on my own. MWAHAHAHA. that's equivalent to the number of chords the teacher taught me on thursday -_- enthusiastic student meets slow paced teacher.

aubrey very kindly sent me quite a number of Daughtry songs; she bought the whole album! they're very very good. always been an ardent fan of chris daughtry woohoooooo :D

PW draft due tomorrow, we're all super siandiao. i've yet to finish my summarising. i overshot the word limit by 200 words, yo.

VOTE SENG

2007-04-01T15:04:00.000+08:00

pffft.

2007-03-30T18:39:00.000+08:00

i'm damn pissed with myself.

i don't know why i'm always like that. i so don't like myself sometimes.

thought someone just wanted to be naughty today when it was actually a very important and serious issue so i pretended to be indifferent about it. totally regretted when i found out later. frigging irritated with myself, i'm always disappointing people, not being there for them when they need a listening ear at the most crucial time.

i wish i could've been more sensitive. but it's too late.

i'm damn sorry. i promise i won't be like that again. and i think you know how i feel about this important issue.

SICK.

2007-03-29T16:09:00.000+08:00

fell sick again yesterday, urgh!!! i hate falling sick. I CANNOT DO ANYTHING WITHOUT FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE :( brrrrrr. very very bad throat yesterday, painful like mad and i talked so little. developed into a cough and an itchy throat and even a blocked nose today. walao.

couldn't train yesterday and today is rest day. went to see the doctor just now. mum fetched me from school at a holy time of 2pm lol.

PLS. I WANT TO GET WELL NOW.

sports day starts next week hahha so fun! national juniors are coming real soon too. so i must. get well. now.

sph relays :D

2007-03-27T19:32:00.000+08:00

4x800 team!

4x400 team!

i know i look ugly but i want to post the pictures anyway.

my calf is dying from tightness now, it's almost mooing. very old joke indeed, i've been using it for the past two days. i guess it's the consequence of how i ran over the weekend, 2 races, 4x400 and 4x800. double medals :D yayness. my first sph relay medals ever. i'll continue working hard, yo. and yay to the team :D

still trained yesterday and today, hoping it would help in active recovery of the calf, but to no avail. only very slight improvement. hahaha.

nerves?

2007-03-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

not exactly very nervous for sph relays yet, but i'm a little afraid i'll screw up and pull the team down. i'm wearing someone else's spikes. and i don't think i'll be allowed to wear trainers unless i'm really injured. my legs are aching. argh. i'll have to rub the muscle rub cream tonight.

okay, concentrate and visualise. i will do well.

anyway, it's really weird. in secondary school people thought i looked younger than i am ( i shall not repeat stories ), but now in jc more than 1 person has thought that i'm a j2?! siao la LOL. today one more did. do i look that old!

i figured out the intro of qingtian on the guitar by myself, woo. ya i know qingtian damn easy to play lah, i'm noob kay. (humble.)

busy weekend, hello.

hmm.

2007-03-22T19:02:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged for quite a while now, been extremely busy and tired with everything.

physics and math tests were horrid, all of us were angsting after both tests. getting extremely worried about my grades, i don't want to get 4 U/S/E/Ds. hahahh omg USED. i promise i'm going to be a mugger from now onwards. less time online, concentrating on my studies, running, and learning guitar well.

got home real late last night because of the SALT centre opening, we were training in the cardio gym and posed for the minister to see lol. zhenyang and i happened to be doing the canoeing machine and some VIPs who came in looked at us and laughed, "are they canoeing?" omg lah i had to suppress my laughter LOL. when we left, i saw ashley's twin at the bus stop! ashley in rj uniform LOL. quite funny. i was damn amused ahhaha! was telling people today and gavin also said he saw, and he was super excited about it LOL.

sph relays in 2 days time. i'm spikeless and i'm going to borrow denise's old battered ones. hahahah.

sway

2007-03-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

if there was a prize for the unluckiest person in the world, i think i'd clinch that title without any doubt. please, i came back from hk today hoping i could start my hiong studying for physics, and guess what, i fell sick and caught a fever. saturday night fever, indeed.

~!@#$%^&*.

i felt queasy since breakfast, i thought it was just my usual eating 'disorder' when i'm thinking too much. i thought i could sleep it off in the cab on the way to the airport, but no, it was still there. on the plane also. ate very little even though the plane food is already very little. -_- urgh. didn't even have mood for a movie, i watched spongebob, project runway and top model instead.

came home feeling super dizzy and plonked on the bed immediately. woke up only to find myself radiating more infrared radiation than usual. omg. took temperature, and yes indeed, i was about to get a saturday night fever (since it was evening).

trudged to holland v with mum to eat, i think i was almost collapsing. super dizzy. before my food came i went to the toilet to puke. and it all came out. thank goodness i puked first, if not i wouldn't know what i'd do when i was eating halfway (i could've been a living merlion in a restaurant). oh well.

still feeling terrible now, although loads better than in the afternoon. i really hope i can get well soon, so that i can study for my physics lecture test, train, and run for the sph relay next weekend.

on a happier note, sherry and denise gave me a call today in the evening (: it's great to hear from them again! they sound exactly the same lah, p6 voices. and they said my voice changed. make me sound like a boy who broke his voice HAHAH. yeah anyway. i hope i can meet them soon.

on another happy note, i was super glad to hear the results of swift xc race that occurred yesterday (: super proud of the bgirls! pity i couldn't be there, argh! yeah well. TEAM FIRST :D oh my god i think it's the first time bgirls had a team first ?! :D:D and congrats to claire and kexin as well. hahah mrlee said they aimed to beat my pb, and they have. (: very glad for you all! keep working hard okay i swear i'll be at the nats to support y'all :D not forgetting the cgirls who won a team 4th and our legend minzhang who had a legendary timing lol. yayyyy. carrots forever!

i hope i'll be well enough to go get my guitar tomorrow.

tomorrow!

2007-03-16T10:57:00.000+08:00

today's friday so that means i'm leaving hk tomorrow. looking forward to it, because there are no more shopping days anyway and i better start studying at home soon. this hk home makes me feel holidayish, how to study?! and it also means that sunday is drawing near. BUYING THE GUITAR. !!!!!

i ran again yesterday, but i felt lazy so i decided not to run today. oops. :D it was much better yesterday, no cold headwind and all. and the run felt shorter even though it was a timed 30 minutes run ahhaha. i bought another bag yesterday (: hehehehh. went yumcha with mum and granny yesterday. my granny told me not to mix with any badboys. HAHAH.

staying home all day today, i think people think i'm ridiculous to stay home when i'm in hk because there's so much stuff out there.

i got a few pimples after i got to hk, urgh.

:D

2007-03-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

it's an extremely fruitful day today! woke up at 9am (siao who wakes up at 9am during holidays overseas. okay, maybe jawu, but not me) and i went to RUN. i can't believe it. 30 minutes along the sea, but oh my god the headwind was so strong and cold, i got a headache after a few minutes. continued anyway, since i've been a glutton and not exercising for the past few days. hahaha. now i don't know if i should run in the morning again. the headache was quite bad!

after lunch went to mongkok with mum. omg shopping haven, even better than causeway bay. probably because the things are more for me, sports shops galore hahahah. i bought my bag! and 2 running shorts! and a shirt! yayness. i think i've spent more than S$300 altogether, is it about time to stop? hahaah.

now i'm trying to get down to physics. arghhh.

hk.

2007-03-11T18:24:00.001+08:00

arrived onto hongkong land 4 hours ago and now i'm in the hk home. parents are doing household chores since it's a sunday and they have a lot to catch up on, in terms of housework. i think my mom feels very stressed when she comes here because it's like almost her duty to keep the place clean and tidy. and my father is not very clean and tidy. hahahha.

okay, i hope tomorrow we can go do some shopping. mwaahah. i'll probably run tomorrow morning! seaside (: the temperature here is about 18deg. totally shiok!

looking forward to evening/night time, when the world is online. :D

shaojie is calling me ji hong kie again hahahah.

lovely day!

2007-03-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

came back from a learning lab class gathering just before dinner. felt super high when i saw everyone again (: it's been more than a year (cause i quit at the end of sec3 haha)! tuition mates since sec1, some even from primary school. very heartwarming (: miss chee is totally the same hahah. she said my hair is long and lustrous LOL. pity we couldn't get everyone there cause some couldn't make it/we couldn't inform them in time. we must meet up again soon and have a nice long chitchat session! we were all watching south park in one of the classy classrooms hahah.

had rushed there from a 400m time trial in school. was pleasantly surprised by my own performance, considering my aching arms and legs, spikelessness, and not forgetting my slight shin splints. very glad though. i will continue training hard. my spikes are rusty please HAHAHA i just unscrewed all of them and i'm going to replace them soon, when i come back from hk. hahah. even though i won't train with them i guess. i'm absolutely afraid of training with spikes because they give me bad shin splints and now i'm already on the verge of getting them. won't buy new spikes because these are my lucky sec2 spikes! vintage HAHAH.

okay so i'm leaving for hk tomorrow morning. last night sengster said he's going to appear at the airport with flowers so that i will get zhamed by my mom. lol. totally man.

mum went to send my skirts for altering today and omg i think they're a tad too short, i hope i won't get caught or something. eeeek. i'm not vain, but long skirts are really ugly.

i'll miss everyone! but sian, i can't go for jts. grrrr.

:D

2007-03-08T19:29:00.000+08:00

happy days!

training yesterday made me feel so satisfied, 200m x 15 sets! :D didn't know i could finish it, i think mrtok didn't expect my timings to remain consistent and reasonably good, nor did he expect me to do 15 sets because he said 10-15 sets :D yay!! hahahah. time trial for relay team this saturday, i really hope i can make it. sph sph sph.

peiwen and amanda are staying! yay. all the rvians had successful appeals too (: what a relief! hahah. a lot of people appealed successfully, i guess the jae postings gave everyone a fright for nothing.

i just called up contempo music school and enrolled myself into acoustic guitar! i'm super excited i'm going to get my guitar real soon i think, because they don't provide the guitars and you have to bring yours for lesson. omg hahaha excited like mad!!! :D:D

YAYYYYYYYY.

going to hk in 3 days, i realized it's super near hahah. guess i'm going to mug there, train in the evening beside the sea, and probably go shopping to hunt for a bimbo school bag and some clothes/shoes. :D

talentime

2007-03-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

talentime was a disappointment, except for the handful of worthy performers such as the band who performed the guns n roses song, the 3 dancing ladies, the guest performers and of course tan diya.

after last night i have become even more inspired and motivated to learn the guitar. acoustic/classical guitar, not electric lah. electric goes jang jang jang. i think i want to sign up for weekly lessons at yamaha or something. i just have to make sure i have enough time. i'm thinking hard now! saturday afternoons?

GUITAR. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO LEARN. and after i master it, it'll be on to drums. (:

i hope it's not being ambitious! one of my lifetime goals is to learn 3 musical instruments before i die, anyway.

holiday tomorrow wheeheeeee. training in the afternoon though. hahaha.

HAHAHA

2007-03-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

i know this is really old and long ago but i found it again and i still find it super amusing :D

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the new bulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about light bulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change light bulb??
A: None. They'd use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows*

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They wouldn't bother.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarbu...

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the light bulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright already.

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the light bulb?
A: F--- the light bulb lah, the principal will do something about right barbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

LOLOL. i love slacky thursdays.

rumours

2007-02-28T19:51:00.000+08:00

i know such topics are of very great interest to many and would start off many exciting conversations, but unfortunately, jumping into conclusions are usually the result of such talk. gossip is always dangerous.

i know it is very natural for people to guess this way, especially when this 'conclusion' seems to be the last piece of the jigsaw puzzle that would make the whole picture complete. but i'm sorry, the picture doesn't look right. because i know it isn't true.

i don't know what the discussion was for. especially when a few of you are my best friends and supposed to trust me. i really hope you believe me, because if not i would be utterly disappointed. i know what i am doing, i know the true reasons behind every single action i take, and i know that i am not going against my morals.

it would be up to you to trust me or not. i have no evidence to prove my point to you anyway. it is whether you believe what i say, or you think otherwise. i happen to know myself best. please just don't jump into conclusions before finding out the facts.

so much has been bothering me nowadays, it is going to kill me.

oh yeah man.

2007-02-27T19:35:00.000+08:00

yes, the old and wise is always correct, the young and stupid (a.k.a me) is always wrong. the younger generation is obliged to be polite to the elders all the time, anytime, anywhere. it will not be understood by the older generation if you do not feel like talking, or if you are having a small moodswing. because even if THEY can have frequent moodswings, YOU, AS THE YOUNGER ONE, HAVE NO RIGHT TO EXPERIENCE THE SAME EMOTIONS.

you, the young one, no matter what, MUST BE POLITE. and i wasn't even extremely rude. i didn't even raise my voice, i only expressed some displeasure. yet you were so affected and took it so badly. what is the problem with you? what's with your temper that's shortening by the minute? and all you know is everything is my fault. MY FAULT. MY BLOODY FAULT.

yeah i am only 17 so it means that i know nuts about the world, i don't know a single shit that's happening around me, and i'm not clever. there are so many kids around me that are smarter than me right? i'm not good enough and i don't need to be cared about. my feelings do not matter. there is no need to understand my life.

am i supposed to be happy 24/7? am i supposed to agree with every single thing you say? am i supposed to pretend that you are not asking a stupid question even when you are? am i supposed to pretend that you, being misunderstanding, are extremely understanding to me? is it that when i'm being honest and i show all my emotions openly, this is what i get in return? a scream from you telling me not to call you my mother?

and you said that just because i expressed displeasure in what you were saying. and then you told me to think about it, if i should be treating you this way.

i don't get you at all.

i didn't fucking mistreat you. I WORK SO BLOODY HARD FOR EVERYTHING and it doesn't make you proud. yeah because i don't bring back any results. i work hard for nothing. i work hard just to tire myself out and at the end of the day, michelle is still a useless pathetic piece of crap.

just because you have had a bad mood recently doesn't mean you can vent it out on me. it's always like that. just because of him, you get pissed and every single thing i do makes you angry as well. talking about being reasonable.

it's enough.

there's almost no one around for me now.

deadbeat

2007-02-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

extremely tired now. yesterday was quite a good day, went to mrtan's house in the morning. but there were only j2s, j1s and sec4s! no sec3s or sec2s ): and only 1 sec1 hahah. yeah anyway we bridged and daideed and slapjacked. desmy said "smack jack" instead of slapjack then sixuan started singing "smack jack, all on the floor, smack jack, gimme some more..." yes the akon song LOL damn funny.

it was good to meet up with sixuan again (i saw desmy not long ago so, lol) but it was a pity the rest didn't come. sixuan's still the same as she was in sec2!!! hahaha. i feel like turning back time. i really miss the sec2 days. sigh.

after that we went to jp to eat and desmy came over to my house to practise for her campus superstar auditions. woohoo. after a while we slacked off and watched youtube hahaha. we tried to record her singing + my piano accompaniment but it was difficult to get a perfect recording hahaha. then she said "i wonder singers record for how many days" lololl. yeah very true.

today. chem test in the morning AHAHAHHA. i barely studied i think. and there wasn't even enough time to finish the test, i didn't have time to do 2 mcq questions. they put the mcq behind hahah and i have the habit of starting from the front page so i did structured questions first. yeah anyway, enough about the chem test.

pe was fun (: tennis! lol. i think i'm beginning to like tennis, not like when i was in p6, when my arms were even flabbier than they are now. i couldn't even hit the ball across the net.

super tired the whole day, even people told me i looked tired. omg lah. went for training afterward. siao i was already half dead. did 5 sets of 1km, i wonder how i finished it. thought i couldn't.

snores. touchrug fun competition tomorrow, i'm a little apprehensive hahah.

woo.

2007-02-23T21:39:00.000+08:00

gearing up for busy busy jc life! i think i'm getting the hang of it (: training 4 times a week excluding the optional saturday with rv, trying hard not to sleep during lectures/tutorials (i think i'm succeeding, really), and leaving school at about 6.30pm to 7pm. wow.

leaving the stadium at 6pm during secondary school days was already late. now? haha. i think my mom's not very happy about it but sorry i gotta train. i need to train. i guess she's getting used to it also.

and seriously, i think i'm getting more attentive during lectures and tutorials already. horrendous test results have told me to buck up. the mugger in me strikes again. today i paid attention in every lesson! 4 tutorials and a lecture. WOO. except maybe i dozed off a little during chem lecture hahah. i even stayed awake and listened attentively for CT period LOL. i'm feeling very accomplished. mwahahahha. you might know that i used to sleep in class everyday in sec4 (:

desmy crashed today, so i went along with wg to meet her. she was wearing a stmarg's uniform HELLO the whole world knew that she was a crasher la LOL damn obvious. anyway yes. she had a lot of comments about our school lol it was kinda funny. sixuan crashed in the morning too! i was in the fishtank and suddenly i saw her then i remembered that she's not supposed to be there LOL. kinda surprising. she crashed alone lah damn funny. at 10am. -_- six is still the same six!

yes today training started super late, we only began properly at 5.30pm. long story, i shall not repeat lol. main point: it was raining quite heavily so we went to salt centre gym. quite a good training (: when we got back to college it was already 7pm omg faints haahh.

feeling tired now (: going to train with carrots again tomorrow! <3

happy birthday to kenneth whose birthday is tomorrow!

yawn.

2007-02-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

been extremely tired, especially today. slept at 1130pm last night. half an hour late makes a lot of difference indeed, i was stoning the whole day. tooo tired. lectures were boring, and i must say graphing techniques is the most interesting lecture so far (: yay! the graphic calculator is as nice as a game boy! hahahah.

when kaiming said that today was the touch rugby match i almost died, because i totally didn't feel like moving today lol. luckily in the end it was only the clinic today. hahah.

i think my class is really nice. i am absolutely honest. i guess being skeptical at first was just part of me being narrow minded. mmhmm. yay :D

kenneth's down with a flu and super sick, his nose is as red as rudolph's (the red-nosed reindeer) hahah. eva better come train with me tomorrow (:

damn tired i wanna lie down and die now. and to think i had no training today. siao.

CNY.

2007-02-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

you must be wondering why my blog's been dead for the past few days although it's the happening chinese new year season? hahha. yes because i've been having a very sad and lonely chinese new year.

i daoed most of last friday's school celebrations, and was enthusiastic only for fac dance! wheeee. after that i kept talking about fac dance like some maniac but hahah nevermind i am normal now.

spent the past few days stoning at home, refusing to do homework and procrascinating until today. played online games with guoqi for the whole afternoon for the first day because he is also relativeless like me. hahahh. yahoo pool.

went to desmy's house yesterday, along with weiguo. played some mahjong, slapjack and taught desmy and her primary school friend bridge! it was quite fun (: desmy's gonna join campus superstar! me = no.1 fan. :D

today i learnt that tzesiong and shaojie wanted to visit me on sunday because they kelianed me for being such a lonely soul during chinese new year (: seriously super touched!! :D pity my father doesn't like visitors. rahhhhh.

okay. you people enjoy the rest of your chinese new year, i think i need to do homework. lol.

vday (:

2007-02-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

today was quite a good day hehehe. just that it was super humid!

school was good, i was so looking forward to fire drill but when the fire drill was in action i wished there wasn't any fire drill. at 11.30am in the blazing sun, i could have had my skin toasted. i was hiding in the guys' shadows hahaha. received many presents (: thank you my angel and mortal!!!! omg they gave me really nice stuff THANK YOU SHENYANG AND YONGSOON YAY. I WILL GET BACK SOME STUFF FOR BOTH OF YOU ONE DAY. I THINK THEY LOOK QUITE ALIKE. THE SPECS! HAHAHA.

after school lagged around before finding jawu, and lagged around again. was waiting for kh's break hahah. so we went over to nj and met him at the gate. gave him his present and talked quite a bit (: glad that we can still talk as much as sec3/sec4 times!!

school xcountry (: i think i surprised myself. was aiming for top20, never expected to come just behind the cross girls. 8th! :D:D glad (: whoa but the rest of the top20 are damn fast la. for non-runners. this is not rv anymore!

after that went out with og for dinner, HAHAH everytime people ask me who i'm dating i say "OG" and everyone gives me a sian face. why leh? what's wrong? lol. okay nevermind my face is still burning from the heat in the afternoon and it's already 10.23pm and i want to sleep very soon.

OHYA I MET SHERRY AT j8! OMG SO EXCITING. really been veryveryveryveryvery long since i saw her! she hasn't changed a single bit, but she says i have, "your voice is lower! your teeth are straighter!" hahahah. she didn't recognise me at first when i just approached her! heheheh.

:D sorry 6f i always pangseh you guys. but you people rock !

:D

2007-02-10T11:21:00.000+08:00

so the o results were out yesterday. it was a little of a pleasant surprise, but at the same time it was what i wanted to get. same number of a1s, a2s and b3s as my prelims except the grades swapped around the subjects, so the l1r5 had a slight improvement. :D lol. i guess i'm only feeling very relieved that i'll be able to stay in HC (yay!) and that i won't leave and go to another school and feel lonely. haha.

kh did very well. i must say. (:

thanks to all those who gave me lucky hugs, gifts and smses! heheh. i think i smsed and called like siao yesterday, i sent almost 100 messages LOL. it's kinda heartwarming to hear people 'yay' through the phone when you tell them you're able to stay (: e.g. like shaojie who sounded damn kiddy hahahaha. my mum SCREAMED.

went for dinner with PB last night. chienying's leaving tomorrow. ): please be a good boy there!!! we will visit you someday (:

came back from training with rv not long ago. at macritchie. i saw eva with stnicks hahaha we screamed HI. (: we ran 9km lah i almost died. longest distance i've covered this year. i had this mysterious stitch feeling on my way back, it was so painful that i had to stop and walk for 30metres or so. lol. oh well. it only tells me i have to buck up on my stamina!

going to bring the comp to fix later. i think i might be compless for the next week or so. my fingers will be very very itchy. lol.

STJ later! i am going to win the award for Most Sloppily Dressed. flipflops!

netball carnival!

2007-02-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

netball carnival today. won't blog much because i'm uber tired and i swear i will sleep before 10.30pm tonight. last night wanted to but slept at 11 and today i was a zombie. argh.

netball carnival after school. it was fun (: but i felt like i played like shit lol. well but it's just a friendly competition. i happen to hate losing and am competitive. haha. lucky i'm not in a true team sport, if not i'll feel bad permanently. NI-BOK! :D wanrong, shaojie, keef, taihow (is that how you spell it?)and i :D yay!

ok that's about it lol.

sorry to kenneth again, for making you wait so darn long for nothing.

shock!

2007-02-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

i'm super shocked! shirlene is in track too LOL. so now the count is mel, desmy, shir and i who have joined track again in jc! i'm uber shocked la last time they were all saying they wouldn't join and saying that running is damn sian. lol. cool. kinda happy, i don't know why lol.

i'm getting used to it. very used to it.

and i want to learn the guitar NOWNOWNOWNONWONOW. time constraints?

class outing tomorrow, let's hope it's a success.

pictures do the most talking

2007-02-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

bloody bad day.

2007-01-31T20:07:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling frigging pissed now. and it's not because of my bad mood in the morning or anything to do with weihao.

what's with this LOVING CARE? hello, it's more like Hitler's authoritarian rule. it's more like you controlling my life. i'm already 16 going on 17. i'm a teenager, not a kid. i'm not 7 years old. i don't need someone to tell me what to do all the time. i make my own decisions. i have my own mind. my way of thinking doesn't have to tally with yours. what i do may not be what you would like me to do. but i am me. you can't get rid of my soul and control me like a puppet.

there's something wrong with everything i do. perhaps i'm a burden to you. i make things difficult for you right? whatever i have done in my life, isn't good enough. studying hard isn't good enough because i'm always online. training hard isn't good enough because i haven't brought home enough medals. playing the piano was a waste because i gave up. getting into the dream jc also isn't good enough, because it isn't a permanent thing anyway. saving money and being thrifty isn't good enough. going home at 7pm isn't good enough.

whatever, i've had enough. i'm too tired to keep blogging about this because i'll continue to feel shitty anyway.

wooooooot!

2007-01-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

was extremely dull and down in the morning today, until the end of lessons. stuck with weihao during tutorials and lectures. being around with him makes me feel like a slacker. LOL. and i think i'm beginning to talk like him, OH NO. unfortunately tingwei totally talks like him already. hahahah. yes anyway.

today's highlight was training (: wahh we went there really late, like 4.30pm because CT dragged on. royston tan came HAHAHA. i understand why sixuan crushed him when he came to RV LOL. but the film he showed us was damn sian LOL. okay it's interesting in a way but i don't like opera at all. oh yes anyway. training. :D

the sets were hiong!! (or meng, in tchs lingo) omg when mrtok told us the sets i was totally stunned and stepped backward with my mouth open. yah i know damn drama but really. the sets were like 1000m 800m 600m 400m 200m. by 600m i was already dead. lol. quadriceps hurt after everything. but i was really glad and pleased with myself when i finished the workout. the last 200m was good (:

yes and then after that!! the midd/longd chinese high track boys (who train under the same coach) played soccer and so did mrtok and kenneth and i joined in too. HAHHAA damn fun. but i think i was quite a burden LOL in the beginning i kicked the ball to the wrong side can. yooooooo i look forward to the next soccer session ahhah!

after everything, went to eat with eva kenneth peggy shaojie and tze siong. at first eva kenneth peggy and i went off first but we took a super long time to decide where to go, so by the time we had decided, shaojie and tze siong were about to join us. SO. WE SAT DOWN ON THE FLOOR (unintentionally in front of a cctv camera) and played cards. LOL. siao. damn funny.

got home uber late, 2230++ hours. siao man waited for the bus for almost 40 minutes. lucky today's friday.

i'm uber tired now. going to support at SAA race tomorrow (: i so miss the carrots. and cross country.

yoohooo!!

2007-01-25T18:49:00.000+08:00

i got my retainers today. HELLO I CANNOT SPEAK PROPERLY NOW. I CANNOT PRONOUNCE 'S', i say it as "TH". walao!! and i sound like i have a pool of saliva in my mouth and like there's a foreign body in my mouth. rahhhh. I WANT TO SPEAK PROPERLY!

kenneth was very sian so he pei-ed me to go, lmfao and so he said i talk very funnily. rrrr. and he made me wait for half an hour in the morning today at the bus stop he was UBER late. at least we didn't reach school late lah. lmao.

yesterday's training was good (: i did 6 sets of 400m with consistent timings ( ask me if you're interested ) and i'm really surprised and happy with myself. grins. almost every training now we have to wear the heart rate monitor and i think the little chinese high boys are so cute they keep saying it's uncomfortable LOL. damn funny. anyway yes i'm training with boys now and i'm the only girl under the coach. and they're all faster than me la so everytime i'm like last. lol.

after that went to serene centre mac to have dinner with kh jawu and anna! :D long time since we all met up! woohooo.

mum left for hk on tuesday so i've been home alone since then. it's kind of lonely here because there's no one making noise except the radio. lol. and i have to do all the stuff my mom does that i take for granted usually. yep.

i haven't done any homework the whole week, until today, 4 math questions. stuck.

bored.

2007-01-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

jawu i think you MIGHT like this. :D

1)How old do you wish you were? 14 and sec2
2) Where were you when 9/11 happened? back at home, but only heard the news the next day during Learning Lab tuition. lol. still remember it was Math & Science tuition. xD
3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money? bangbangbang the machine, presspresspress the refund button.
4) Do you consider yourself kind? yes, too kind to undeserving people sometimes. but i also can be very mean.
5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? on my foot. (:
6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? korean! SHINNNN.
7) Do you know your neighbours? very few
8) What do you consider a vacation? anywhere outside, definitely not sentosa.
9) Do you follow your horoscope? yes lol. whenever i get to read the papers.
10) Would you move for the person you love? i guess.
11) Are you touchy feely? UM?
12) Do you believe that opposites attract? sometimes only.
13) Dream job? a job in the media.
14) Favourite tv channels? i only like certain tv programmes, no channels in particular.
15) Favourite place to go on weekends? i like home actually. xD mish is the noob.
16) Showers or baths? showers.
17) Do you paint your nails? NO I HAVE NEVER PAINTED THEM.
18) Do you trust people easily? yes. after being cheated, then no.
19) What are your phobias? SNAILS.
20) Do you want kids? yes two please! but pregnancy and labour is damn scary.
21) Do you keep a handwritten journal? used to, in primary6 and sec1 and a little of sec2. hahah.
22) Where would you rather be now? i don't know. lol.
23) Who makes you warm and fuzzy? fuzzywuzzy lmao
24) Heavy or light sleeper? heavy. *ALARM RINGS IN EAR BUT CONTINUES TO SNOOZE IN PEACE*
25) Are you paranoid? yes quite.
26) Are you impatient? very very very hahaha.
27) Who can you relate to? close friends
28) How do you feel about interracial couples? okay la, but i won't be involved in one.
30) What's your pick-up line? NONE. HAHA.
31) What's your main ringtone on your mobile? it's a new age piano song LOL.
32) What were you doing at midnight last night? just got to bed. x)
33) What did the last text on your mobile say? "what kind of response is that. haha." from kenneth.
34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night? my own duh.
35) What colour shirt are you wearing? white.
36) Most recent movie you watched? Blood Diamond!
37) Name three things you have on at all times. undies clothes and skin.
39) How much cash do you have right now? none on me.
40) What's your favourite part of the chicken? wing!
41) What's your favourite town/city? unsure, lol.
42) I can't wait till: track season.
43) What did you have for dinner last night? mmm mom's food. i forgot exactly what.
44) How tall are you barefoot? 163cm
45) Do you own a gun? no. only had water gun last time.
46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? water. orange juice :D
47) Where do you think you'll be in 10 years? 26. working in the media. :D
48) Last thing you ate? oranges
49) What songs do you sing in the shower? i don't sing in the shower (anymore)
50) Last thing that made you laugh? something that weihao said LOL. cannot disclose it here. i really laughed out loud even though we were talking online.
51) Worst injury you ever had? shin splints hello. i don't want to have them again.
52) Does someone have a crush on you? how i know?
53) What's your favourite candy? NONE. YES REALLY.
54) What song do you want played at your funeral? a very sad song that will make everybody cry.
55) Eight people to do this? you!

HOW MEAN?
[x] i think im gonna have a high score on this
[ ] i hate/dont talk to my parents
[ ] people tell me all the time that they hate me
[ ] i have cursed/said horrible things to someone
[ ] i give people disgusting looks a lot (dependswho)
total: 1

[ ] i took heads off dolls when i was little
[ ] i have destroyed something valuable on purpose
[x] i love to insult people (although i'm joking, really)
[ ] most people suck
[ ] i have thrown total tantrums
total: 1

[ ] im known to have an attitude
[x] i get mad easily
[ ] i order people around (sometimes)
[ ] im known around my neighborhood as the kid everyone else doesnt want their kids hanging out with
[ ]i've argued with a teacher
total: 1

[ ] i cant care less about school
[x] i love messing with other people's stuff
[ ] people tell me im conceited/stuck- up/self-centered
[ ] i lie constantly
[ ] i yell daily...
total: 1

[ ] i seem to always be in a fight with my friends
[ ] i would never risk my life for anyone
[ ] i dont like smiling
[ ] i know at least 3 people i would like to/have beaten up.
[ ] i love pranking people and nothing lame only hard core evil stuff.
total: 0
add up all the x's and multiply by 4.
IM 16% MEAN

HOW GIRLY?
[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[x] during the summer pretty much the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ]my favorite toy as a child were barbies
[ ]my favorite color is purple
[ ]i did Gymnastics
[ ]i love skirts
[ ]hollister is my favorite place to shop
[ ]tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[ ]i love chocolate
[ ]i've never had a real job
TOTAL: 1

[x]my hair is straightened
[x]i have at least 8 friendster pictures
[ ]i usually go shopping once a week
[x]i love to hang out with friends
[ ]i have a real diamond ring or diamondnecklace
[ ]i've gone to a tanning salon
[ ]ive gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x]i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ]i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[x]i change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 5

[ ] i wear a shower cap
[ ] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ]i wear mascara everyday
[ ]i've been or am on a diet
[ ]bathing suits are adorable
[ ]i dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[x]big sunglasses are hott
[ ]i have gotten my nails done
[ ]i own over 10 purses
TOTAL: 2

[x] MTV is one of my favorite channels
[ ] all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] i love to have other girls do my hair
[ ] i give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] i hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders (exception : spiders)
[x] carnivals are so fun!!
[x] summer is THE best season (winter also)
[ ] im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] pianists are so hot.
TOTAL: 4

[ ] u write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours
[x] i am self-conscious
[ ] i cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla
[x] my dishes get washed more then once aweek
[ ]i dont do sports
[ ]i HATE to run
[x]i squeal when im surprised or angry
[ ]i eat dried fruit as a snack
[x]i love romance novels
TOTAL: 4

[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute
[ ] i dance a lot
[ ] i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ] i only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] i love to get dressed up.
[x]every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ]i talk on the phone at least once a day to myfriends
[ ] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ] price on clothes hardly matters
[ ] i apply lip gloss 50 times a day
TOTAL: 1

[ ] i wish i were a model
[ ] i wish i could meet Paris Hilton to slap her
[ ] i have been something that was slutty on halloween
[ ] i own Uggs
[x] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] i pop my collar
[x] i like to be the center of attention (LOL)
[x] guys with Mohawks are hot
[ ] horses are beautiful
[ ] i'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL: 3

[ ] cats are adorable
[x] i can write my own music/song/lyric
[x] i would love to visit Hawaii
[x] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better then black
[x] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[x] i hate the grunge look of a beard
[x] i love to read gossip magazines
[x] i love to gossip
TOTAL: 7

[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[ ] i love Celine dion
[ ] My bubble baths are 2 hr long
[ ] my wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] my friends and i are in a strict group. we mostly only hang out with each other only.
[ ] i like kids
[x] diet drinks are the best
[ ] im all about being vegetarian
[x] i refuse to eat at McDonald's (i hate fast food)
[x] i check my friendster everyday.
TOTAL: 3

[ ] i LOVE life!
[ ] i have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] claires has cheap jewlery
[ ] my screen names have x's in them -
[x]either one of my friendster profile has/had <3 in them
[x] i would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] it's not what he/she said.it's the way he/she said it
[ ] i have more than 3 pillows on my bed
[ ] i have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me
[x] i love tidy and clean places
TOTAL: 3

ADD UP ALL OF THE TOTALS AND REPOST
I AM 33% PERCENT GIRLY

campfire last friday

2007-01-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

i know this is really late but i stole this from sharon's blog and it's the only good pic of the fireball i have seen (: coolness!!

and the week is over.

2007-01-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

whoa time passes really quickly. it's already friday but it doesn't feel like it.

trained today again, after school ended at 4, madness. it was kenneth's turn to be sick today lar, who ask him to run in the rain yesterday. but he still trained anyway. died because of 8x100m. lol. lactic threshold is very lousy. we wore the heart rate monitor lmao and my heart rate soared way higher than it should (from the expression of mrtok, i could tell it was abnormal). a bit scary. lol.

after training when we walked to the bus stop sam was there! and then both of them songyonged me to go to island creamery with them (hello it was already 6.45pm) and so i went. stayed there for 10 minutes then was itching to go home already LOL. the mama's girl in me strikes back!

i suddenly forgot what i wanted to blog about. lessons are boring nowadays, rah. the maths diagnostic test today was quite mad, i left 6 questions blank yoohooo.

i'm getting very nervous about all the track stuff. i should just relax!

say bye to braces!

2007-01-18T19:07:00.000+08:00

today's a day worth mentioning, lol. I GOT MY BRACES OFF! yay! woke up at 730am HAHAHA and my appointment was at 915am. the dentist pried at my teeth and yay they were off! *grins widely* when i went back i started pointing at my teeth to everyone. HAHAH. yay.

yes i've been sick since monday but i trained on monday and tuesday anyway and yesterday was track orientation and i think the uber hot sun made my sore throat worse. so today when i woke up i decided i couldn't train today. and my mother didn't allow me to, anyway. okay. tomorrow i think i'll be getting back already. no hot sun today, speedy recovery :D

met jawu and did homework with her at her class bench. her class/senior class has some interesting people LOL, quite amusing. after that shifted to my class bench. then i saw sam at hongshen's class bench and i ran over to watch what scandal was going on. ahhha. after that we all went to find jamie and charis at their class bench, and we stood in a circle in the middle of the left wing talking. then sengwei came! hahaha. crap lar his reactions are always so funny. he started pointing to his class bench and scolding the people there for mugging LOL. and they couldn't hear him so they were unresponsive. hahahah.

still miss og39!

TRAINING RESUMES.

2007-01-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO! my life is getting back to normal starting from yesterday, because i went for training. my maiden training with hc! hahahh. it was slack lah, i mean what can you expect, i haven't been training since JULY 2006 and even though it sounded like a very slack training i almost died. 5km with kenneth, who probably thought it was warm up pace. lol. did some conditioning after that. good start though, i finally feel happy again. running is THE life.

trained again today, since tomorrow we'll be having track orientation (YAY). today was an interesting session. went to SALT centre's cardio gym for the first time and i must say the equipment rock la. in comparison to rv's new gym lol. maybe even better (oops!) because the rv one has a lot of weight stuff which i cannot do. LOL. first time i train properly in a gym. after 15minutes of 4 machines, kenneth and i went to run approx 3km. wah sai almost died. ended very late, since i was released at 3pm and of course with a little of slacking we started after 3.30pm.

by the way kenneth is my training partner. we are the only middle distance trackers. LOL. what a coincidence. OGmate plus training partner!

i must say that training in hc requires a hell lot more of self discipline than in rv. wah in rv the teachers and seniors (and me) say that the training requires a lot of self discipline because you train how you want to (slack or hard), and you can skip sets if you feel lazy. but the coach is watching you. you will feel compelled to finish the sets if you are feeling fine. of course in addition to peer pressure. in hc, the coach isn't even in sight. very freelance training. he tells you what to do, you do at your own pace.

track orientation tomorrow, i am excited (:

eek.

2007-01-14T15:45:00.000+08:00

too many things have happened the past few days for me to write everything down. the class is okay. compared to the OG, the OG still wins hands down. rah. we worked hard for the class item but it seemed like nobody in the lecturetheatre was entertained by it lol. campfire was fun.

war games were better. mwaahah.

i'm starting training tomorrow. finally, the time to run is back. been feeling uneasy and everything, been unable to vent it out through sport, and now i'm getting a chance. tmr. running is my life and no one can change that. i want to do well this year. at least, train hard enough. try my best. push my body to the limits.

yesterday had OG outing at marina square. turn out was less than last week, but nevertheless it was not bad (: saw mel in the arcade! she says she's joining cross again LOL what a surprise. and then i saw darius also. mwahahah. we watched Blood Diamond, it is my first NC16 movie in a cinema and it was quite good (: and cheryl is damn zai at arcade games pls LOL she won kenneth at daytona and was best at bishibashi and timecrisis. you so cannot tell her zainess from her image!!

i wonder how important i am to you now. we're so distant already.

-

2007-01-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

i am very tired.

CT.

2007-01-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

been too lazy/tired to blog these two days, but i guess i have to update on my life in jc hahaha. yesterday was our last day playing as an OG, and we were all sad. i am still sad. although the hexathlon had slightly more boring games for the OG which was already a bonded team. it was meant to be warm up for the new CTs. okay anyway. yeah. i am sad.

last night we had OG dinner in school. we ordered pizza and zham in the canteen. LOL. sengwei was feeling depressed about his CT. hongshen was flirting around with sam. sam kept ducking away and squealing. kenneth was giggling at everything like there was no tomorrow. carin talked a lot. and we told lame jokes and stuff. it's like we're good friends already lah. and everyone agrees that our OG is much better than our respective CTs. sigh.

the CT class was better today although the amazing race was damn sian. really lah damn sian. plus it was raining and we had to walk/run in the rain. -_- and then i realized how SHITTY MY FITNESS IS. how am i going to join track like that, the teacher/coach is just going to despise me!!!! okay whatever i don't care i'm joining.

even today during lunch i talked to some OG people i.e. kenneth jamie and charis, in the canteen. in the hall just after lunch still got sengwei. walao. i want OG39 back.

i hope tomorrow's war games will be fun with the CT class.

og outing!

2007-01-07T11:39:00.000+08:00

needless to say, the og outing last night was FABULOUS :D not everybody went, but ENOUGH people went for it to be FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN!

went to pepperlunch for dinner together, and we joked and talked a lot the whole time. lol. i can't really remember what else we did besides that, but after that we headed to cineleisure to play POOL! :D kenneth the partyboy is damn pro -_- BUT! salima and i won him! LOL. anyway that place (kpool) was filled with bengs and lians and all those people and we were just barely legal so we looked really noob in there. and they were all glaring at us, LOL.

when we left it was already 1030pm and there were a lot of weird people outside cineleisure and jamie said the place looked sleazy. LOL.

okay lah i don't think you will know how fun the og outing was, unless you were there, because i can't possibly tell you everything we said. which was usually very funny stuff. LOL.

darn, tomorrow we'll be sorted into classes already, and I DO NOT KNOW ANYBODY IN MY CLASS! that's 07S6G. at kpool everyone was asking friends to check their class for them, and almost everyone in my OG is taking bio so no one would be in the same class as me! ): yah oh well. i hope my class will be fun. pleasepleaseplease!!! and obviously i will miss the OG very much. rah!

AND THE MYSTERY OF GUANSEN'S CLASS. everyone is saying that he is in 6A, but how come his nick write 6G? i hope it's not a typo, guansen!!!! YOU MUST BE IN 6G!

hmm.

2007-01-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

well, i don't think i'd want to blog in detail about the past 3 days of orientation, there were too many events that happened and i would not be able to finish talking about them. lol.

i guess it has been an okay start to 2007, except for the first 2 days when i came back from hk i wasn't really being myself. but i guess the fun and hype in hc has brought ME back (: heheh. i haven't made resolutions for this year yet, so here goes :

1) keep fit and train hard again. always try my best during trainings and of course races.
2) have higher self esteem.
3) do not take friends for granted, and appreciate them for all that they do for me.
4) finish all homework. (yah i'm a nerd thanks)
5) clear all my pimples ( LOL this one is not really in my control but i really want them to go away!!!)
6) be a good girl.

i guess that's all i can think of at the moment. if you realize, "no sleeping in class" is not included, because i will surely sleep. LOL.

39!

2007-01-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

i am too tired to say anything else but,

I THINK I LOVE MY OG :D

YAY 39!!!!

first day

2007-01-03T18:52:00.000+08:00

and the bunch of areveoleans walked into our new school compound together, only to find ourselves surrounded by hwachongs and nanyangs. lol. in the morning we had talks about academics and subject combis and all that, and everyone was seated according to secondary schools (unintentionally). lol. many people were smsing LOL.

and duh the talks were boring. lmao. but occasionally there were some things to laugh about. there were videos were shown to us! i like videos. haha.

my OG seems nice! just that i knew nobody right at the start. but i guess i made friends! teehee. and er the mass dance uber awkward lah we don't even know each other well yet leh? lol. okay i'm just being childish. and i played the scariest icebreaker game today, you can ask me for details.

yooooohoooo tomorrow seems like fun!

og!

2006-12-31T10:59:00.000+08:00

the og groupings on the website were leaked out HAHAHA so all of us have insider info. i know nobody in my og? ahhh. a lot of friend-making to do! the only person i know by name is a nanyang tracker. and she probably doesn't know me lmao. there seem to be soooooo few rvians on the list. less than 50, for sure. maybe less than 40! 19 from our class alone. we are so minority!!!

i heard from esther that mrlee is leaving the carrots. i don't know why but it made me want to join athletics again in jc. some of you might know that i have been thinking of joining other sports, but now i want to join track again. i don't think i've done enough in rv carrots. i feel the need to achieve something again.

okay i am leaving hk today MWAHAHAHA!!!!

ah.

2006-12-30T20:22:00.000+08:00

okay, tomorrow is the day i will be flying back!! phew. like finally. i have gotten so bored here!!!!

i think i'm the only person around who is SO excited about myself arriving back in singapore tomorrow.

i want to watch good movies on the plane wahahhah :D

sigh!

2006-12-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

some people ask me why i'm so excited to come back to singapore. really, hk is of no fun without any friends around. everywhere is no fun without any friends around! so yeah. and i'm still very eager to fly back.

today the class had another outing which i didn't attend (obviously), and this time it was a deathnote2 movie. believe it or not but i actually want to watch it, just that i haven't watched the first one and the youtube loads really slowly here and i'm too impatient. urgh. now that everybody has watched it, i can forget about watching it too, until the dvd comes out. sian! i feel so left out lmao, i'm sure everybody's going to be talking about it!

ah tomorrow is friday and the day after is saturday and the day after the day after is sunday and i will be coming back. woots.

earthquake!

2006-12-27T22:37:00.001+08:00

i think some of you must be wondering why i'm not on msn tonight as usual. the taiwan earthquake has caused those internet cables to have some problem and now in hk the people can only go to certain websites! and i can't log on to msn, that's why. kh says that it has affected singapore too! but i guess not as bad as here.

i haven't been catching up with the news ever since i came here so it was only when i couldn't log onto the internet did the technician tell us that an earthquake had happened. lmao. talk about noobness.

well, tomorrow will be thursday and i'll be coming back on sunday. and we're starting school in a weeks' time. ah.

all those who read this please leave a tag!

tis the season to be jolly

2006-12-25T11:07:00.000+08:00

falalalallaalalal! merry christmas everybardy (: although i'm having a lonely one lolol. it's okay! it feels like a normal sunday to me hahha.

yesterday was a good christmas eve (: heheheh. i bought 2 more vcds! and i don't think i'm allowed to buy anymore! lolol. now i have 7. lmao. step aside, videoezy!

happy birthday kh! you're finally 16! like i am, 2 weeks ago. lol!

THE RIZR

2006-12-23T11:43:00.000+08:00

the reason why i SO REGRET BUYING MY PHONE :
http://www.motorola.com/consumer/v/index.jsp?vgnextoid=1bc44d9c803ae010VgnVCM1000008206b00aRCRD&show=productHome

go take a look. you'll scream too.

i'm feeling much better today!!! just that i've been waitinggggg and waitingg!

suayness!

2006-12-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

okay i fell sick this morning. had a fever. it was high, like 101 fahrenheit (LOL the HK people use fahrenheit) but the doc said it translates to 38+ deg. okay. he didn't say like 38.1 or 38.9, but i felt really warm. and very weak. ah, suayness. then i stayed home and slept like mad, so now i'm better. whee.

and now i'm hungry.

:D:D:D

2006-12-21T18:12:00.000+08:00

apparently i've shopped the whole of causeway bay already, hurrah. my mom says that people who come to hongkong for 4 days don't have enough time to look at hongkong properly. lol. even when i came for 1 week in the previous years, i hardly saw anything of hongkong because all i did was go to people's houses. this is the first time i actually know what hongkong is about. lol. i like taking the tram, it's so cute LOL. chug chug.

and today i bought 3 more cheapo vcds! :D:D:D omg jawu, the Stick It VCD was out of stock and the DVD was too expensive to be a steal, so i didn't buy!! omg i hope other shops have the vcd in stock then i will buy it!!

i don't think i'll buy much stuff anymore, i've sort of gotten everything i need/want already. unless i see something that's really really really worth buying and very nice and stuff. i'm so easily contented right LOL. i do not feel any regret not buying the birkenstocks, so i think i made the right decision (:

i miss the time when i blogged by saying 'we' and now i'm only saying 'i'. seriously i feel very lonely here lah. i still have more than a week here. oh. my. god.

choonyen's blog said that only 150 non-IP kids were admitted into HC for PAE. that's crazy lah. but i'm quite sure that doesn't include the DSA people. omg that's a very small, non-IP cohort.

someone's coming back tomorrow!

mindboggle!

2006-12-20T18:11:00.000+08:00

before kh went off for 2a and ncc chalet he taught me how to play poker and i've been hooked on it ever since. lmaoo. which is BAD. mish is going to turn into a hardcore gambler soon so all of you better stay away from her if not she will start borrowing cash from you and you'll never see that money again. okay i'm just being crazy. of course i play VIRTUAL money! lolol. and i've only won two games ever since i started. LOLL.

seems like although everyday my mum and i meet relatives or friends for lunch, after that we always manage to do a little bit of shopping. which is great. i wouldn't be happy if a whole day was just to meet relatives/friends (which by the way are all WAY older than me, and i'm the only person who is under 20 years old around, so it's boring since i'm a childish person and i need crazy fun). mmhmm (:

today i got a cheapo belt :D omgomogmg it costs S$8. HAHAHA. but i'm quite sure that it will spoil a lot earlier than my great adidas one. AND MY MOM WOULDN'T LET ME BUY ANOTHER ONE! :(

and we walked into a birkenstock shop today. omg the birks are so cheap here, the one that costs S$129 back in singapore only costs S$74 if i buy it here. and now i'm not sure if i should buy!!!!! it's a lot cheaper than in singapore but then again it's STILL costly, considering i bought a pair of cute shoes last week already. and what's more, birks aren't as hot as before. okay, i don't think i will buy lah. i am giamsiap.

lolol that was kinda bimbotic. but it's okay :D LOL.

and to everybody who doesn't know, i'm not coming back to sg yet, only until the 31st. and then see you in school in 3 days' time -_-

eew.

2006-12-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

thank goodness none of you are here tonight to bear with my grumpiness. i think i know the main cause of my bad moods.

tomorrow sounds boring!! ahh!! time to be nerdy into my books again. lol.

oh well!

more shopping!

2006-12-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

today i did more shopping with my mom, seriously i don't think we walked a lot, only in one shopping centre (it's a neighbourhood one but i think it's bigger than vivo lah!) and my soles are aching now! i got 2 items again today! i got this really FAB (omg bimbo alert) puma shirt for S$32 and it's REVERSIBLE, like you can wear it inside out LOLOLOL!! and i like both the colours, grey and light green. and of course i got my cheapo adidas shoes, for only S$42. hurrah!! THEY HAVE ORANGE STRIPES.

enough about shopping lol. my life here is nothing other than sleeping late, eating, shopping, visiting relatives, and going online. i mean really. lol.

i love all the steals i got :D:D::D:D:D:D:D:DD:D:D

posting

2006-12-14T18:20:00.000+08:00

lolol early in the morning there were so many people online, obviously to check the posting results! so i got into somewhere i hoped i'd get into, yay. but it's only for the first 1 and a half months, my o level results are still undisclosed and so is the school that i'm going to after the first 1.5 months. let's hope it's the same school! i hope i'll enjoy life there, like how yichun has!

the bridge is a very important link :P

okay anyway i went to lunch with popo (grandma) and my mom today. wootz. bought socks after that. nike socks here are the bomb lmao, so much cheaper than sg. btw all the socks i have now at home are from hk lolol. i'm going to get my shoes tomorrow! today we did a lot of reserving and stuff ( very complicated story ), so tomorrow i will get the shoes!! hurrah!!

i've been the troublemaker and i'm very sorry.

i'm feeling jolly now yo!!

steals!

2006-12-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

got somemore steals today :D seems like every time i'm out shopping, i bring back 2 items! hoho!

every time i'm visiting hongkong i'm older and older and each time i notice more and more things. lol i can't exactly remember everything that i've noticed this time, but i can see that they're a lot of butches here. and the school uniforms are almost the same except the skirt is of a different pattern. and their socks are high. and the girls either carry totes or slings, backpacks are sort of rare. and if they are carrying backpacks, it's high on their backs. lol.

they show GONG here on tv! i think it's in japanese. my father was channel surfing yesterday then i heard the music and i jumped to see, but it didn't sound like cantonese nor korean, and since there are japanese channels here, it could be japanese! but it's the first few episodes now lol. i shall go check it out now!

come online soon! yes the both of you!

bah

2006-12-12T09:46:00.000+08:00

i wake up to a whole new day, after a bad mood i experienced last night which made me very petty and unreasonable. i now realize what shit i was. sorry for making you feel so bad. i guess i was really just too petty because there was absolutely nothing you could do to get home earlier. it's not anybody's fault.

i don't wanna talk about this anymore! i like us when we're happy. the bad mood last night came to me for several reasons, and not just one. i guess i'm feeling some sort of homesick now. like in OBS i was homesick the first night and i cried (ah, now everybody knows).

the more i read what you typed, the more guilty i feel.

i should just go enjoy the auntie-gathering i'm going to after this, and read my good book. hahah. i'm uber dao one okay.

oh, thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday (:

shopping :D

2006-12-11T17:57:00.000+08:00

ah, the soles of my feet hurt right now. shopping at causeway bay alone already tires me! that means only around one MRT station! although it has been fruitful and i'm happy :D i guess it isn't that bad a birthday after all!

got wallet and shoes :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D omg they're the cutest pair of shoes i've ever seen and yes they are flats. lol.

but it was a little boring today for a while because my mom went to get her new hongkong I.D and we went to some other place to get forms to apply for a hongkong PR for me.

i don't know where we're going tomorrow! but right now i'm only waiting for night to fall so that i can chat with the buds (:

hongkie.

2006-12-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

i'm in hongkong now. and i'm going to stay here for 22days, rah. i'll probably do a lot of shopping but at the same time i'd be doing boring stuff like visiting relatives. rah.

i'm feeling so dull now lol.

farewell

2006-12-08T11:33:00.000+08:00

athletics camp was good, i liked the PRE-night trail :D heheheheh. it was illegal. lmao.

i must say that effort was really put in by the juniors for the seniors' farewell. thank you juniors! we felt so bad that only 8 seniors + a senior senior was around. 4 girls and 4 guys, and the girls were the perth girls - me, ngehwee, desmy and mel. all of us played basketball before the farewell! rah i don't know when was the last time i played basketball so i was really rotten and bad. lol. it was fun anyway :D

lirui did a real good imitation of the mrbrown character in his mrtan show LOLOL. funny crap. and the sec2s probably did a lot of preparation for their dance! nobody forgot steps! omg. and the sec3 girls' item was so funny pls. they imitated us. mel nge and i guessed some of the guys' ones wrongly! lmao.

i cried a TEAR during the slideshow because there was that picture of me on the podium, plus the other with the team medal. i wonder if i'll ever be able to stand up there again. when i start j1, i would be training from scratch. i'm so unfit now it's probably almost the same as when i came into rv athletics when i was in sec1. but i want to run again.

for both the sc and carrot farewells i had to climb over the school gate after that lol. and it's quite fun to climb it hahha. pity i couldn't stay over last night with the rest of the peeps, i'm sure you people had fun (: must update me hor!